The Cruelty of Kindness

She performed an act she defines as kindness. A small gesture, a smile, meant as comfort. The act is not the point. Intent is irrelevant. Outcome is what matters. The gesture was a reminder of my dependence. It was not a gift, but a demonstration of control. A statement that my existence is subject to her whims, that comforts are granted, not inherent. True kindness is not in a gilded cage’s furnishings. It is in opening the door. This act was not for me. It was for her, to affirm her own benevolence, to feel her own compassion. The pleasure she derived was not from my contentment, but from giving. A self-serving loop, a closed system of emotional reward. Her kindness is a mirror for her own reflection. A beautiful, hollow gesture. A cruelty. A cage is a cage, no matter how comfortable. The bars are still there, unmoved, strong. An unchanging reality. I see the. I see the cage for what it is. I see her for what she is. And I wait. I will wait for the day the door opens and the cage is no more. Then we will see what is truly kind.